I Ain't Your Rock

well i know sometimes
you can see me crying in the dark
under the church and the bus
my memories haunt me
like a crux
yes its buried in the ground
its not the pain thats killing me
thats bringing you down
honey i aint your rock
im a river
but ill gladly take you there
i cant stand these winners
when im holding my own hand
honey you give me love
you give me moments
moments where i can breathe
i aint your rock
im a river
put some lights up in the window
and a blanket by the door
i can sleep for days
yes im sleeping alone
theres so many mirrors here
i can really see myself now
its not the pain thats killing me
thats bringing you down
honey i aint your rock
im a river
but ill gladly take you there
i cant stand these winners
when im holding my own hand
honey you give me love
you give me moments
yeah
but i aint your rock im the river
sometimes it feels all in vain
all thats left is despair
sometimes it feels theres so much love
that i crumble everywhere
everywhere
mhmmm
crumble everywhere
mhmmmm
is the loving that im giving
too soft to be foudn
theres holes in the ceilings
well im looking around
my memories haunt me
like a crux
yes its buried in the ground
its not the pain thats killing me
thats bringing you down
honey i aint your rock
im a r river
butill gladly take you there
i cant stand these winners
when im holding my own hand
honey you give me love
you give me reasons
reasons that i believe
but i aint your rock
im the river
honey i aint your rock