Wrong

I’ve been condemned enough to know
How these things come and go
Still I don’t ever realize how I damage
My own mind
Our Christ, something has gone wrong
In my life again
Something’s gone astray
There’s nothing left, you say
I’ve been shut out to every extent
For this life maybe, I was not meant
And when my mind begins to wander
Unimpressed by the thoughts, I ponder
I’ve been wrong and I’ve been right
I always thought it was worth the fight
To get the things in life I truly wanted
So scared to think my mind was haunted
I’ve been a good guy and I’ve been bad
I never meant to make you sad
You were annoying I had to do it
And all the time I think you knew it