Apologies

You never made a sound
You never made a sound when you fell
Telling them around that you’re well
It wasn’t my intention
It wasn’t in my plans to be that
Person that could fuck you up so bad
(Hook)
But I
I ain’t cold, I ain’t vile
It’s just the timing that went wrong
My soul, my style
It got you feeling things you hadn’t felt in a while, you hadn’t felt in a while
And you’re just waiting for your payback
And i’m waiting for it too
Cause I did no good to you
But karma’s got me blue and black
I’m the one who’s gonna lose cause I did no good to you
Die trying, i’ll find redemption
I’ll find myself and i''ll make amends
But I don’t depend on nobody
Your discontentment, it ain’t my problem
Sorry, sorry, my apologies to everybody
For every part of me that went rotten
But i’ve forgotten how to love
How to feel how to try
For a love that I can’t find
For a love that I can’t find
For a love that I can’t find
For a love that I can’t find, can’t find
I know the game
I’ve been played and i’ve played
I’ve seen all kinds of cards
And kings and jacks and aces
Had them cheat from outer space
Aim for the moon
But they want a taste off the milkyway
Ain’t got no time for tricks and games
I take the blame
I’ll be a woman and say
That I messed and I fucked up and i’m ashamed
I never meant to take you hard and break your heart
Ask the ones who’ve loved me
That I was never one of those bitches
They’re my witness
I should’ve put my blinkers on before I switched lanes
I guess the physics wasn’t in your favor
Or was it me that wasn’t on my best behavior?
(Hook)
But I
I ain’t cold, I ain’t vile
It’s just the timing that went wrong
My soul, my style
It got you feeling things you hadn’t felt in a while, you hadn’t felt in a while
And you’re just waiting for your payback
And i’m waiting for it too
Cause I did no good to you
But karma’s got me blue and black
I’m the one who’s gonna lose cause I did no good to you
Save me, save me, save me, save me
I’m the only one to save me
Save me, save me, save me, save me
I’m the only one to say me
DAMN