Four Years Ago

You were drunk the night we met but it didn’t show
You smoked menthol cigarettes to hide the taste below
Did I grow up too fast? Did you grow up slow?
Along the way I lost myself in your shadow
I loved you for a little while four years ago
Sometimes I feel lost and wild when the moon is low
Just like four years ago
I was a thrift shop purchase with holes you had to sew
You wore me proud and with your friends about four years ago
I spoke you name the other night and the dead arose
Your spirit lives inside of me and I become your ghost
I remember your skin felt just like gold
I remember when I didn’t feel so old
Just like four years ago