Illusion

The sun rises to another day
My constitution keeps changing till it slips away
So I lie awake and stare
My mind thinking, just wondering does anybody care
Should I stay or go?
Should I sleep or stay awake?
Am I really happy or is it all
Just an illusion?
Sitting in my room now
Hiding thoughts, just hoping one day I’ll get out
I hear a voice call my name
Breaking trance so silent, so I can stay the same
Wait now, many things are left unsaid
This life remains the same but I change
I try to fool myself in believing
Things are going to get better but life goes on
Just an illusion