Addiction

I’m strung out and I’m sentimental
On Blackfriars Bridge
Hoping that it’s all over
Check my pulse to see if
I’m still living
'Cause I feel death get closer
My racing mind
My bloodshot eyes
Tell a tale of woe and loss and despair
My fucking pain it’s easy to see
That it is my cross to bear
I hit rock bottom
But that was last autumn
Now I’m keeping myself in line
I hit rock bottom
But now I’m back at 'em
Taking each day at a time
This is holiness
This my alibi
This is addiction
This is my last try
Lost count of how many times
I cried out for help
Said I needed a doctor
Check me in
And I’ll check out
'Cause I am fucked going over and over
My racing mind
My bloodshot eyes
Tell a tale of woe and loss and despair
My fucking pain it’s easy to see
And it is my cross to bear
I hit rock bottom
But that was last autumn
Now I’m keeping myself in line
I hit rock bottom
But now I’m back at 'em
Taking each day at a time
This is holiness
This my alibi
This is addiction
This is my last try