weird freestyle

I used to think that
My life was a tragedy
But now I realize
It’s a comedy
For my whole life, I didn’t know
If I even really existed
But I do
And people are- are starting to notice
Roses and full moons
Remind me of you
Smiles lie
Misaligned, think that something isn’t right inside
Understand that l feel, but I wonder why
Is my soul less deflated
When you start to cry
When you start to cry
They gone bite the swag
I know that they be like that
In the moment, just a fight
After it feels bad
Spin the barrel, I just hope I find the bullet fast
My heart is bullet glass
Nobody getting past
Oh, oh, oh
All I have are negative thoughts
Yea, spider webs
Searching to destroy, yea yea
Who your mans
Turned into a boy, yea yea
Cash advanced
963.04 after tax
Sent the racks
Lava on the floor, yea yea
Dissociate and then pass out
I spent my life as a class clown
Hard as a rock, but I’m gas now
Wait for the (*end*) and I’ll crash (*now*)
«How's your job? Are you having any negative thoughts?»
All I have are negative thoughts
Roses and full moons
Remind me of you
Roses and full moons
Remind me of you