Solitude

Pain, all I feel is pain
My life goes down the drain
And my dreams become in vain
Void, this eternal void
Incites me to destroy
And lets me stray like a toy
This is why my solitude
Nourish my despair
My terrific attitude
Minimize my will to beware
Where my solitude
Takes control of me
My terrific attitude
Minimize my will to live
I’m hiding my insanity
To control self-therapy
Fortify my bleeding light
Blow this fucking dynamite
Trapped, trapped in my own mind
I feel so undefended
And leave myself behind
This is why my solitud
Nourish my despair
My terrific attitude
Minimiz my will to beware
Where my solitude
Takes control of me
My terrific attitude
Minimize my will to live
Death, death is drawing near
No one had to show me
That all hope is gone for me
And as I slowly rot
I feel my time is up
My blacklist I compile
Regret my suicide
Why my solitude
Nourish my despair
My terrific attitude
Minimize my will to beware
Where my solitude
Takes control of me
My terrific attitude
Minimize my will to live
My body is shaped through hate
That I once loved now I know
Hate doesn’t heal my soul
To reveal what I believe
Do you believe?
You better believe
Words of wisdom
Once passed my intelligent mind
Now I know my state of mind
From day to day turns into a void
Do you believe?
You better believe