Outside Girl

I never thought that I’d see you again
Not after the things that we said back then
I needed you like a wish needs a star
But none of that matters now
Here you are
You say that I really was good for you
That no one else really rings true for you
I tell you it just wasn’t meant to be
You capture my hand and say
«Why can’t we make believe?
Start again, everything new»
But I won’t see it through
It could take a week to remember
Why it never worked for us before
We all stay the same on the inside
Though I wish the outside girl was mine
Let’s not waste our time
A part of me wants to make love right now
To forget all these things that I said somehow
But my mind and my body don’t separate
I could donate my heart but it wouldn’t take
My mistake
Lust fulfilled can’t create love
It’s just not pure enough
You were once the spirit in my soul
Now you’re just a ghost from long ago
But I’ve grown up
I don’t believe in ghosts
I can’t see you