Why I Cry

I can’t believe you found yourself another girl your in her arms
You like the look of her face
I can’t believe you’re really happy there with someone else
In some other place
While I lie awake
So tell me is it better there with the bigger smile and the blonder hair
Does she give you a thrill
Tell me when the highlights fade and all the makeup wash away
Will you be happy still
While I lie awake
Cause I can’t help but wonder
Why I cry over you when you don’t cry over me
When I say I’m doing fine moving along passing my time
Babe you know it’s lie
I’d tell you that I miss you and maybe even that I want you back
But I’ve got way too much pride
So I lie awake
Cause I can’t help but wonder
Why I cry over you when you don’t cry over me
Heaven knows I am insane
And she knows I’m so ashamed
For ever letting you in again
For ever letting myself wonder