No More Fun and Games

days go by where
i don’t leave my own head
you don’t wanna know
when i just sit there
i’m so far away
from who i wanna be
and who you want me to be
you know we don’t stand
a chance in this world
when there’s no cracking up
and there’s no backing down from
what they throw at you
i look in your eyes
they’re so true
i know where you’ve been
and what they did to you
a century of fakers showed me
there’s no way to hide
i just can’t face you or myself
no matter what i try
can’t look back now
there’s just one way out
when the ends can’t meet
you wanna end yourself
and you don’t wanna know
you turn away from the truth
the state that i’m in
well i don’t blame you
when the curtains draw
and it’s the last straw
all i have to say
i’m sorry i can’t change
and though i wanted to
do you know how i see you
you’re free, you’re not like me
a cool decade of fakers
showed me
there’s no way to hide
i just can’t face you