All My Honey

does it ever end?
the feeling, the memory, to give in to it.
i can’t do this again, it’s only in my head so pull me out of this.
30 days kept awake since i found out and i will not forget.
i swear to god the next time you speak those words to me, it never even meant
anything.
i understand that this life is about overcoming, but you’ll never see me stop
dragging this out.
it’s coming to the point where forgiving is forgetting, i guess we’re better
off forgetting you.
i am beginning to see now that you will not survive this.
the reality of your actions caught up with you.
running around in these circles again.
i can’t stop what you have started, this consciousness gives me so much stress.
i’m worn down by the thought of knowing the past stays, but i could never forget