Random Reality Shift

This little runaway
Against the golden cusp
She screams words of distrust
To tease me
As the motor turns to thrust
Her skin the tone of rust
Her eyes burning with lust
Pray in disbelief
This day be done
A little switchblade, sister
A dreaming of guns
Your courage a disease
It’s strengthening me
Oh I’ll pull the trigger hun, oh girl, and watch it blow up
Oh this I have wanted it more
While I live in the blank
I wish the past could come take it back
So I could start it all over
Oh this I have pushed to endure
Just to find out it’s breaking me
Disgustingly fit into unhappily
With the absolute questions
«Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?»
This burden’s mine alone
This world will never know
As I live with it in tow
Oh this I have wanted it more
While I live in the blank
I wish the past could come take it back
So I could start it all over
Oh this I have pushed to endure
Just to find out it’s breaking me
Disgustingly fit into unhappily
With the absolute questions
«Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?»
Oh I need a break
From these random reality shifts
And mood swings
All good boys run home to mommy
But you’re not afraid no more
Go in through the front door
And give em hell, buddy
All good boys run home to mommy
But you’re not afraid no more
Go in through the front door
And give em hell, buddy
Oh I think I made a mess, I made a mess
Oh this I have wanted it more
While I live in the blank
I wish the past could come take it back
So I could start it all over
Oh this I have pushed to endure
Just to find out it’s breaking me
Disgustingly fit into unhappily
With the absolute questions
I can’t find the answers to this life
I can’t find the answers to
I don’t think there any when there is just nothing
I don’t think there any when there is just nothing
Hold on to what you have, never let go
I’ll find out what happens in the truth glow below
Oh I think I made a mess, I made a mess