13 Years

13 years this spring, we’ve been together
And I recall more good than bad
Lately, you’ve been showin' signs you longer like me
I don’t have to tell you I’ve been sad
It’s been good and off domestic situation
You’ve been my rock all through the years
Now I’ve got to find a way to change our dispositions
Well, I’m tired of fightin' back my tears
I don’t know what I’ve done to bring you down
And you won’t even look at me
And I feel unwelcome in my own house
But I’m still the same old man
Yeah, the other day you were thinkin' about leavin'
And I told you then I don’t want that
But then you brought it up again, like I forgot
That wall sure feels cold against my back
You point that gun long enough at somebody
And they’ll holler, «Shoot!
Go on, pull that trigger, I’m tired of playin'»
The hell that comes with not knowin'
If you’re really leavin'
Is worse than if that day may come itself
I don’t know what I’ve done to bring you down
But you won’t even look at me
And I feel unwelcome in my own house
But I’m still the same old man
13 years this spring, we’ve been together
I still recall more good than bad