Apparition

Apparition is a name for a friend…
That goes away in the end
You were my cancer and you kept me going
And all this time, all I could do was feel you and touch you
And steal the blackness of your skin
But it became the blackness of your heart
And inside it was just black and I just… had to laugh
Ha ha ha-ha
Ha ha ha-ha-ha
You’re my cancer…
And all this time I thought that you were same
That you were…
Just definitely have changed
And changed back into what it used to be
And I just thought you’d never be again…
But there you go again… spinning 'round and 'round
Ha ha ha-ha
Ha ha ha-ha-ha
Hello… hello?
It’s… it’s as if it’s real…