Whatever You Want

am I ok here?
I think you ought to know this
another day
not unlike any other
it’s been like this so long
are you ok dear?
I know I should have noticed
a quiet day
not unlike any other
it’s been like this so long
whatever you want from me whoever I try to be
I will never be there
I can never be her
in your society
am I ok dear?
I think you want to know this
duties I leave
not to take on another
and if I don’t fall this night
I will have to go along
unless something strange will happen
there’s still something to be done
this story will go on for long