Enter Entirely

I thought I knew a way to be
But I’m not right here
Been out on a limb because I’m out of my mind
But it’s fine
I’ve had a lot of time alone, disintegrating
Watching all of the hours with a bottle of wine
What a life
I couldn’t see a way to go
I’m scared by feeling
Just somebody alive ignoring all of the signs
That it’s time
To make a repair of surroundings
To take a car out to the sea
With nothing ever in the shadows
And in nothing I believe
And now the lights are turning on
Here
My mind has fallen
And taken everything it knows
Now
About belonging
There’s someone I would like to be if I could be but
The path is frightening
So when I fall away then I would like to see
I enter entirely
My world looks like I had only dreamed
Cutting up pieces of life and reality
I thought I knew what I could be
And now I’m there
And when I think about the time
I start to see again
Moving on but I still feel it
You’re just a light in me now
We’re moving on but I still feel it
You, you’re just a light in me now