Dear Mom

Hey mom, please listen to this song
I wrote it just for you
Hope you find it well
So here goes
Dear Mom
I know I haven’t always been the best son to you
I’m sorry for tearing your life in two
This song is dedicated to the wonderful mom you are
Mom, I don’t know where I’d be if you got hit by that car
Last few years for us have been far from good
Shit, there’s a reason I walk around under a hood
Dad may have not been the ideal man
At least Mike don’t let shit hit the fan
Everytime after an argument
I think and regret everything I said and did
The next couple verses are dedicated to all that’s happened
From 2009 until today our situation has worsened
Mom, I feel super bad for how I treat you
Everyday we have tension, our tempers go to timbuktu
I love you momma
Nothing will ever change that
I know I’m not the ideal son
Everything you do I appreciate
Thank you for all you do
Please continue listening cause it’s a tribute to you
Mom, 2009 is when it all fell to bits and pieces
My life went into the toilet like feces
The divorce between you and dad tore me apart
His actions afterwards weren’t very smart
There are days where I wish I could go back and change reality
But I can only be glad that now you’re happy
Our relationship hasn’t been stable in awhile
If you ever went missing I’d search over a mile
Every night I sat up and wondered when you’d be home
My mouth was covered in every inch by foam
You would’ve thought I contracted rabies
Me, sam, and christian didn’t know if we’re still your lil babies
Inside I started to grow something, it was resentment
Nobody was giving time to put in a little help investment
Mom, I thought about you twenty-four seven
My temper was as bad and ballistic as 9/11
Each moment spent with you was deeply cherished
I spent it as if it was gonna be my last if you might parish
There’s one more verse in this song momma
If you won’t listen at least tell me you ain’t gonna
I love you momma
Nothing will ever change that
I know I’m not the ideal son
Everything you do I appreciate
Thank you for all you do
Please continue listening cause it’s a tribute to you
The day you came back up to Michigan to help me
Was the happiest I had been since looking at pics of you and me
Mom, I’m sorry for every time I made you feel like shit
Because of you I’m no longer getting hit
Please remember that we saved each others lives
Dad almost took mine and yours, today we give high fives
The last 2 years with you have been a rocky ride
Thank you for not letting me run and hide
And for never giving up on me
Dad probably did that when he hit the family
I cannot thank you enough for what you’ve done to help me
I could not have asked for a better mom to have for my family
For all the times you and mike continued to care for us
No matter what pain we cause for both of ya’s
All the times we pushed each other to the limits
And having our explosive temper fits
Mom thank you for being the mother you are
I can’t tell you how much I regret our little war
You think I hate you, but I can never hate my hero
Though I may treat you like hero the zero
Mom, I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you
I deserve it back but multiply it by 2
Mom please accept this as my dearest apology to you
Never forget that I will always love you
From
Connor