Lost At Sea

I´m fighting off the force that made this call
I kinda feel torn, is it the alcohol?
Every time I best thing I´ve done
I hit another wall
Oh baby I probably shouldn´t know the truth
Once I fall from the cliff it´s hard to start a new
It´s closer to me than it is to my rear view
Damn I think I am scared, will i bounce back soon?
I know it
Takes time but I can´t believe
I´ve been riding out the waves while I´m lost at the sea
Oh I hope
That it shows
Oh it
It turns out that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows
I can´t
Fight back with a bottle I´m
So full of shit when I just say I`m fine
I´m pissed off at my friends online
The bitter taste of a black sunshine
It´s bout the balance how you pace it
But maxbe I should find a way to just embrace it
I really hate to see the colors slowly fading
I can foresse that theres a mess that it created
I know it
Takes time but I can´t believe
I´ve been riding out the waves while I´m lost at sea
Oh I hope
That it shows
Oh it
It turns out that I can´t retrieve
Any breath that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows
I think I fell out
And lost my touch
It´s way harder now
Is it enough?
I think I fell out
I think I fell out
I think I fell out
And lost my touch
It´s way harder now
Is it enough?
I think I fell out
I think I fell out
I know it
Takes time but I can´t believe
I´ve been riding out the waves while I´m lost at the sea
Oh I hope
That it shows
Oh it
It turns out that I can´t retrieve
Any breath that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows