Bizzy

Why do I feel out of place
In my own outer space?
It took so much of me to lift my body up today
I thought of something strange
Then I cast it from my brain
I spun around until I was too bizzy to complain
I wish that I could fall in love again
And see the world for what it truly is
But I can’t remember how
So my shadow leads me now
Steady blind devotion, I never have to leave my house
And when my chest keeps heating up
And when the air won’t reach my lungs
I’d throw my hands up to the sky but I can’t reach far enough
I wish that I could fall in love again
And see the world for what it truly is
I wish that I could fall in love with anything
One more time
Anything
And I hope you never see me like the way I see myself
And I shattered every mirror in my house
But it still hurts like hell
So here I go again
Such a struggle to begin
I’ll rewrite every word until I can’t feel anything