I'm Trying

She said IЂ™m not pointing fingers
He said yes you are
Ђ™cause you wouldnЂ™t bring it up if you werenЂ™t
If I told you IЂ™d been walking
Out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholicЂ™s word
I canЂ™t change whatЂ™s done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that i
DonЂ™t curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to
While this part of me is dying
And though I havenЂ™t kicked the demons
That haunt me
IЂ™m trying
IЂ™m trying
She sat down on the floor
And said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
Believe whatЂ™s held you has freed you
And I hate these doubts
That keep on coming back
My parentЂ™s think IЂ™m crazy
For staying here this long
But thereЂ™s nothing more I want for us
Than to prove to them theyЂ™re wrong
I donЂ™t want to be afraid
I donЂ™t want to think youЂ™re lying
And though I havenЂ™t found the faith
That I need
IЂ™m trying
IЂ™m trying
He asked do you want me to leave
Ђ™cause if you do you know I will
But she said much to his disbelief
No I love you still
Oh I love you still
He said I donЂ™t know why IЂ™ve been the fool
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that i
DonЂ™t curse myself and all my sins
Then he dropped down to his knees
By now they both were crying
He said I havenЂ™t been the man I want to be
But IЂ™m trying
IЂ™m trying
IЂ™m trying believe me
IЂ™m trying