Advanced Darkness

I’m sure someone expected something from me, but that was so long ago
Now everything has come to a stop or at least it moves incredibly slow
There’s nothing you can say to convince me
And there’s no hope for making a change
It’s something that you don’t wanna find out
It’s something that you don’t wanna learn
I’m causing the lives of those around me to crash and burn
I was never that good at making friends
I was never better than me
I was never everything I could be
I’m sure that someday I will move on, and make something of my life
But that’s so far from now, and as of right now I’m too tired to try
There’s nothing you can say to convince me
And there’s no hope for making a change
It’s something that you don’t wanna find out
It’s something that you don’t wanna learn
I’m causing the lives of those around me to crash and burn
I was never that good at making friends
I was never better than me
I was never everything I could be
When I was a kid I thought that somehow fate would fall into my lap
I didn’t know I was backwards, standing up, and losing everything I had