Choke

I long for more than I can give
I find it hard to simply live
Body is not a temple
Nothing is that simple
Body is a tangle
I’m just caught in it all
I’m just caught in it all
Caught in it all
I envy apathy
Is it paradise or deceit
How free it must be to feel nothing
I would give anything
Caught in it all
Caught in it all
Caught
Shit, get out
I’m the stain that won’t come out
The hate that stays in your mouth
The day that dad walked out
The year mom stayed
Drown
I’m not afraid of you
You are afraid of me
Negativity
Loving enemy
Loving enemy