Fever

I’ve been feeling so distracted
Maybe I’m exhausted
Maybe I’ve just had enough of myself the way I am
I’m changing, I’m changing, I’m changing
Self love is something of a Neverland
Why’d it take until now just to understand
Give it some time, lie to myself, it’s every night
I’m fighting my mind and noticing more I don’t like
Hard to know what I need
When it seems so easy
Won’t ask you, don’t need to
Bother you bout that shit
It’s not your fault
And it’s not my own
But why can’t I feel good on my own?
I’ve been feeling so distracted
Maybe I’m exhausted
Maybe I’ve just had enough of myself the way I am
I’m changing, I’m changing, I’m changing
Cut back on the shit I do
Knowing full well that I won’t hear from you soon
Maybe this new low I hit
Will make a new beginning
I feel alone, I’m walking home, I call you up up
Late night craving your touch, touch
I need you too much too much