Honestly

Imma be honest with you, I don’t like to lose
I like to, light the fuse and then blow off in twos
I’ve got, radical views, some radical views
I’ve been, cleansed like somebody just shined my shoes
Light up the pews, cuz' i just sinned again
It’s like i’m missing my cues, it’s like I’m throwing my views
I’m asking «what do i do?»
But I already know the answer, it’s hip-hop, take rocks, don’t stop
Destroy earth’s cancer
Be the brightest lantern, put your life up on it
Don’t be afraid of nothing except God, pursue your calling
I should trust him when I’m falling
But I just watched it again
How can I be a leader if God can’t trust me then?
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening man, I just got rid of that
And I was in my bed with the screen close like a Cinemax
This is how I’m looking back, this is how I’m seeing
Most of the time, in my life, was wasted fleeing
I didn’t like the judgement, I didn’t want exposure
And even now it seems like I haven’t gotten much closure
I just want it over, I just want it done
I want to be able to tell people that I’ve won
If you couldn’t tell, this ain’t fun, I’ve loaded the gun
I’ve readied the pop, I’ve readied the shot
And ya’ll already know that I am aiming for the brain
That’s how you know, that this thing is not a game
Watch and learn as I play, watch the paper as I cray-on
Every time I’m writing a song, I leave my face on
Come at me it’s game on, Imma punch your face in
Put you in your placement, throw you out the same exact place, That you came in
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening
How can this be happening, how can this be happening