ptsd

I’m going out my mind again
It’s that time again
You telling all these lies again
And do the opposite
You really pushed me to the edge
And I can’t take it no more
No more
Suicide in my mind
It’s alright yea
Uh uh uh
You took my life
Every time but imma make it thru the night yea
And I can hear them perkies calling
All this serotonin up inside my head I swear that shit gone
I need somebody I hate being lonely
I did it by lone I so don’t need hoe
Just got my triple beam
I’m weighing all this dop
I’m sad I’m sipping lean
I think it make me float
I’m Smoking Russian Crams
Damn it really hurt my throat
Yea I really do the most
I think imma overdose
And I loved you
I would put nobody else above you nah
I don’t love you no more
No more no more
I’m going out my mind again
It’s that time again
You telling all these lies again
And do the opposite
You really pushed me to the edge
And I can’t take it no more
No more
Suicide in my mind
It’s alright yea
Uh uh uh
You took my life
Every time but imma make it thru the night yea
What could yall want
I’ve been done wrong
I gave it my all so I guess its my fault
But its never your fault
This is your loss
Catch me on top yea I’ll never fall
Oooo oooo ooo
All the things I said to you
Were the things you wouldn’t do
I’m a sad boy
I’m a loner
Drinking Henny bitch
I am not no stoner
Friends with benefits
I don’t even know her
Now you coming back again
Losing track again
You wanna come attack again
Let me ask you then
You really took and broke my heart
And I can’t take it no more
So now
So now it’s up to me
I don’t want no friends I don’t want no company
I don’t want nobody I just want a 100 P’s
And I don’t need no help cuz ain’t no one believe in me
I’m a soldier
I’m a rider