Nights Like This

Look at where my life at
(My life at)
I’m sure that it’d be nice if you stayed
(If you stayed)
But you know it’s a price that we pay
(It's the price we pay)
‘Cause you know
I’m leavin'
Yeah
But baby girl
I see ya
Yeah
Just talk to me
I need that
(I need that)
I ain’t tryna say goodnight
Tonight
Nah
We ain’t sleepin'
Nah, nah
We ain’t sleepin'
Nah, nah
I can’t feel shit
I, I
Try not to feel shit
(I try not to feel this)
But I feel this
It’s nights like this when
I feel that distance
It might be three hours on a plane
But you in a different solar system
Probably sent some signs and I missed it
Probably meant to turn up missin'
Probably killed the bottle before midnight
Getting' fucked up ‘til it feels right
There’s some things that you should know ‘bout me
(Know ‘bout me)
Nothing ever seems to go
According to plan
(According to plan)
And I don’t know what you been told ‘bout me
(Told ‘bout me)
But I can’t seem to get you out of my head
(Can't get you out of my head)
It’s nights like this when
I can never think straight
A full buffet to say
But I can only hold so many plates ‘n' ahh
I can only try to wait so long
I can only find the words you want
When I’m on the microphone
I can only hope one day
You turn the keys right
And you hear this song
I know you feel at home when the music on
I know you feel alone when the thrill is gone
Baby you don’t want me to be the one
I can’t be the one
I’m tellin' you to run, aww yeah
(Run, aww yeah)
I’m tellin' you to run ‘cause I’ve been there
And I’ve said shit
It’s always been so hard for me to hold my tongue
But damn
I ain’t heard from none of y’all in a minute
Yeah I said none of y’all and I meant it
Maybe I’m paranoid
But its makin' me think that none of y’all get it
It’s makin' me think that none of y’all ready
I will cut you off
Complacency spreads if you let it
I will do this shit by myself and
Nobody can tell me that anyone better
So you better catch up ‘cause this shit is happening now
I can not afford mess-ups
And life for me started an hour ago
I got no time to let up
I sorry I haven’t been home in what feel like forever
Got you thinkin' I’ll never come back
Baby never say never
(Never say never)
Damn
This some shit you probably know ‘bout me
(Know ‘bout me)
None of this was ever part of my plan
(I never wanted this)
Nah
And I don’t know where you been at lately
(At lately)
But I been getting as high as I can
(To forget)
To forget about
You
This is just the life I made
(The life I made)
I could never ask you to stay
(To stay, ahh)
I guess that’s the price I pay
(It's the price I pay)
‘Cause you know
I’m leavin'
Yeah
But I swear
I see ya
Yeah
Just hear me out
I need that
(I need that)
I ain’t tryna say goodnight tonight
Nah, I ain’t sleepin'
Nah, nah
I ain’t sleepin'
Nah, nah
I ain’t sleepin'
Nah, nah
I can’t sleep, damn
(I can’t sleep, damn)
Its like
Everyone scared a change
I guess shit change though
Like a chessboard
Things get rearranged
Even kings gotta find smart ways to change
Everything can’t always stay the same
But I hope when I talk that you listen
I hope when I call that you pick up
I pray that things really ain’t different between us
I hope down the line I got people to trust when I need ‘em
(People to trust when I need ‘em)