What I Want

What I want &
What I need ain’t
Really where they
Oughta be but
Honestly, I
Know I’ll be fine
Long as I learn how to make moves with a free mind cuz (x2)
Captive to the saturation
Attitude: decapitation
Added to the fact I needa pass the time with lack of patience
Punch in calculation
Only when it’s qualitative
I been numb to numbers
A conundrum that had be sedated
Timid, shaking, been debating
Perks of being reintegrated
Close curtain ‘fore the heat escape
I kept it insulated
For the sake of poker face
Quicker route to closing case
Older method, hold the weapon
We can work it, slow the pace
Navigate into the fate
As they proceed to close the gate
I know the way, so hold my drank
It’s getting hard to do me cuz
What I want &
What I need ain’t
Really where they
Oughta be but
Honestly, I
Know I’ll be fine
Long as I learn how to make moves with a free mind cuz (x2)
Think I’m hot shit
But it be toxic
Because I’m not shit
Wave’ll rock a boat at sea
Indeed it got me nauseous
Lost in, fight with ego, prisoner been locked in
A prey to the predator I made, it got me boxed in
Copped out, in an auction
To the highest bidder, for the tighter fit
I throw the twig and stir it, let the fire simmer
Ember gon surrender, you can see the glow tender
So I set the shop up as though I was a goaltender
Gotta keep it out
Find peace and bounce
Go and seek it out
But I can’t do it til I peep what I’m about, cuz
What I want &
What I need ain’t
Really where they
Oughta be but
Honestly, I
Know I’ll be fine
Long as I learn how to make moves with a free mind cuz (x2)