Routines & Habits

It seems that I have learned the hard way
The spine I lack is why I can’t say
The things that go on in my head
I’d rather keep them locked instead
I’m rambling on and on and on
How to be honest to myself
Facing the truth is making me move
Out of my fucking comfort zone
And all it takes is a leap of faith
I have to face this all on my own
And fix the cracks in the walls of our home
If you instill all your hopes into me
I’ll be the person I promised to be
Now what’s this urgent drive inside of me
That has brought me into this misery
I’m falling back into routines and habits
I’m not gonna change
Yet all it takes is a leap of faith
I have to face this all on my own
And fix the cracks in the walls of our home
If you instill all your hopes into me
I’ll be the person I promised to be
Trust me, I’ve been meaning to change
But my gut seems to outsmart my brain
Here I sit and I’m completely out of it now
Tried to commit but it just goes on
On and on and on
On and on and on
And it goes on and on and on and on and on