Loose

Who can I blame?
Cause all this time I’ve just been paranoid
Nothin' but shame
Now I’m just a girl that you avoid
I’m feelin' like I’m kinda woozy
And I might just pull the trigger
I instigate but I’m the loser
And I just end up winning
I can’t love you
I’m deranged, I’m afraid of what I’ll do
I feel strange, I confess to my obsessions
I admit, I confess to my intentions
I think I’m sick
What can I say?
Never claimed that I had self control
If I could change
I’d be the girl that you want for your own
I’m feelin' like I’m kinda woozy
And I might just pull the trigger
I instigate but I’m the loser
And I just end up winning
And I might just pull the trigger