House of Jupiter

I brought you back to life
Saw your flesh turn the color of sand
And it still hurts as much this time
As it did when I hit the floor
In Kalamazoo I watched you turn off
It was all I could do to lift my eyes up
It wasn’t me that took you to the edge and watched you fall
It wasn’t me then testing your desire by setting fire
To the House of Jupiter
To the House of Jupiter
And I will never forget the way I fell toward what you wanted
And seeing your demise was grand
But I still miss your hands, I still miss your hands
Now I’m flashing back
I see your eyes when they were learning me
And the way you held your breath
When I was naming stars
But the new year brought too many changes
And you grew tired with my obsession with stages
It wasn’t me that took you to the edge and watched you fall
It wasn’t me then testing your desire by setting fire
To the House of Jupiter
To the House of Jupiter
To the House of Jupiter
To the House of Jupiter
What do you want from me, in the House of Jupiter?