Could You Love

Could you love if I asked you to
I’m just really hard to fix
I’ve got things inside my brain
I hate that they just stick
To me like glue
Didn’t ask them to
It sucks
My face is melting
In my hands
I think I might be sick
I am but, a lifeless corpse
Just floating through the wind
And I’ll float so far
And I’ll drive my car
To you
It’s so hard to
Go to sleep
For a stupid boy
Like me
It’s so hard
For me to know
What to do or where to go
My mind will never let me eat
I puke in toilets on my knees
I run on coke and mickey d’s
Why’s the world so fucking bleak
Scrapes were surely meant to bleed
I’m drowning in the deepest sea, ah
Could you roll me
One last spliff
Before you have to go
I love to
Kiss you
When you’re high
Cause I can feel your soul
When you hold me close
I love you the most
It’s true
My lungs are filled
With nicotine
My brain is made
Of dirt
My hands are
Bleeding
From my palms
But it doesn’t
Even hurt
And my body’s numb
But I’m running from
The truth
Could you please
Just say goodbye
I feel stupid
When I cry
Trapped outside
An open door
Your the one
I’m waiting for
I laugh, I cry
I frown, I smile
It’s the first time
In a while
I’m walking on the
Coloured tiles
This burning worlds
The fucking best
This life is beautiful
I guess
Man I need some fucking
Rest, ah