december twenty-sixth

I used to spend Christmas night in your bed
Get all wrapped up under lights to winter wonderland
But this year
I’m gonna wake up
At my own house
And I thought
That it had all clicked
By now
And I mean birthdays
Have been real strange
But it didn’t really hit
Til this Christmas
I hadn’t noticed we’d made traditions
Until I found myself starting to miss them
Yeah, now this year
I’m gonna wake up
On my own
And I thought
That it had all set in
Months ago
And I mean there are still have days
Where my heart aches
But it’s like it didn’t really hit
Til this Christmas
And it’s okay
Yeah, I’m okay
It just didn’t really hit
Til this Christmas