I've Been Thinkin

I don’t know what I’ve been thinking'
But lately I just feel like drinkin'
I don’t know what I’ve been thinking'
Lately I feel like I’m sinking'
I don’t know whats going on
My whole life I done stayed strong
You don’t know whats going on
You act like I can’t do no wrong
But I ain’t perfect, thats for certain yeah
I ain’t perfect I’m just a normal person
With so much pressure over me
All this shit that you don’t see
All this shit that you don’t see
My whole family counts on me
And its so stressful yeah so stressful
So much on my brain I feel like I just might go mental yeah
And honestly I think about smoking weed
But my lil bro look up to me so what I look like smoking weed
Plus it ain’t me, I just feel like
I need something to put my mind at ease cause
Sometimes I’m so stressed out
That i feel like I’m left out
So I just sit around I grab my phone and send some texts out
Like hey baby whats going on I feel like we’re losing touch
I know that I’m never home so I don’t get to see you much
You just tryna finish school I’m just tryna get through life
With no issues cause I hate it when me and my brother fight
Sometimes I just wanna quit maybe I’m just into deep then
Sometimes I think about the records its just you and me
She asked me if I love her and I said maybe
If you knew the shit thats in my head you’d think I’m crazy and
I don’t I don’t know, no no
I don’t I don’t know, no no no
I don’t I don’t know, no no
I don’t I don’t know, no no no
Maybe drugs will ease the pain
Maybe I’m just too insane
I don’t even understand
All the shit thats on my brain
Maybe drugs will ease the pain
Maybe I’m just too insane
I don’t even understand
All the shit thats on my brain