Sirens

So I’m leaving your city
while he sleeps in your bed
if only I had know that I would
never come back
I would have kissed you one last time
you sill owe me your goodbye
You left them get as close
as the possibly could
while you keep me as distant
as a sister should
don’t you tell me its a joke
I took a chance and did
what I always do best
I cared about myself
and forgot all the rest
that what I get for being selfish
But it was not enough
you said theres nothing to fear
but it is not enough
as long as i’m here
Lost a bet with the devil
and one of my friends
but neither of them ever
had a helping hand
don’t you take advice ever again
Living with the wolves
Taught her to be rough
so whatever I was
it was never enough
hate to say I told you so before
You ran down the ocean
by the call of the sirens
but as you got there
there was nothing
but the coldness of silence
(Dank an Joan für den Text)