Perverse Suffering

Lusting for eternal pain
Begging to be tortured
Agony brings relief, I am insane
Indulging in self-mutilation
To satisfy my need again
The pain severe from severed veins
Curing me of deprivation
Pain I crave
Euphoric state of butchery
Revelling in gore and blood
Pain I save
Igniting visions of the past
Dismembered bodies never found
Pain I gave
Deranged by my deviance
Savage goal to maim and kill
Obsessed with my cruelty
Vicious ways for me to die
Sado-masochistic rage
Horrific daze: reality
Pleasure from sadistic intent
Driven by my lust for pain
Punishment my way of life
Suffering intensifies
Sacrifice
Brutal frenzy, no control
Perverse actions gratify
Wretched abnormality
Condoning inhumanity
Suicide
Carnivorous abusiveness
Boiling sawn-off testicles
Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy
Lechery dominates my misery
Tortured eternally, torment inside of me
Disturbing impulses, living in agony
Rancid degenerate craving impalement
Demented destiny, not fearing agony
Excruciating hunger that I need to feed
Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously
Tortured eternally, torment inside of me
Disturbing impulses, living in agony
Rancid degenerate craving impalement
Demented destiny, not fearing agony
Deranged by my deviance
Savage goal to maim and kill
Obsessed with my cruelty
Vicious ways for me to die
Sado-masochistic rage
Horrific daze: reality
Pleasure from sadistic intent
Driven by my lust for pain