Not So Sure

Heaven was open to me
By a stairway that led to the sea
I’d hold my breath till you were found
But I’m not so sure of it now
When my miracle failed
I trapped a mermaid, stabbed her tail
There’s something keeping me down
But I’m not so sure of it now
(There's a part of me)
There’s a part of me that’s trying
Anything to stop from crying out for someone
When I fell on my sword
I was blinded by what I died for
I’d really miss being around
But I’m not so sure of it now
(There's a part of me)
There’s a part of me that’s trying
Anything to stop from crying out for someone
I’d start all over, my friend (start all over my friend)
Even open up the stars again (open up the stars again, the stars again)
I’m not so far from being found
But I’m not so sure of it now
(There's a part of me)
There’s a part of me that’s trying
Anything to stop from crying out for someone
Out for someone
Out for someone