Way It Was

I heard you kicked holes in your apartment
They came to pick you up off the floor
You said you’ve been alright since we last talked
I guess I don’t know you anymore
I’m finding out its not the way it was
Just not the way it was
Do I believe what you said, was it all true?
I’m longing for the comfort of home
I’ve lost touch with the people I know
I heard you filled up the bath with poison
It ripped of the skin on both your legs
You said you were stranded there with no help
I guess you were all too proud to beg
There’s a fine line separating ones you love
From the ones you keep just to have someone
And I’m alone now
Came to terms with thinking I’m the one to blame
Cause I fill my voids with mistakes I make
And I’m alone now