Wasted

I been feeling wasted
Out of time, out of skills
Feeling wasted
Hit my peak, left my prime
Feeling wasted
I’m fatigued, I don’t sleep
Feeling wasted
Feeling wasted
I barely made it
Through these flashing lights
Overcame the voices
But still hear them every night
Left me with no choices
So the next moves outta spite
Don’t be switching sides
I’m just tryna keep my head up
Don’t let me drown help me get up
I’ve been slumped for too long
Write about it in these songs
Fill my lungs up with the poison
That I’m breathing through this smoke
Toxic fumes in my head
But it seems to help me cope (cope, cope)
Making friends with my demons then I cut they throat
For the dreamer gang heathens in my vehicle
We been down bad and we the first to say it
If we ever took an L
It’s cause we blazed it now replay it, smoke
I’m in the middle of the sip (sip, sip)
Sippin' Whiskey in the whip
Got no time on my wrist but the sun is low
And I been all up in my feels
Tryna figure what was real
Lord if I can’t pay these bills then throw me off the boat
I been feeling wasted
Out of time, out of skills
Feeling wasted
Hit my peak, left my prime
Feeling wasted
I’m fatigued, I don’t sleep
Feeling wasted
Feeling wasted
I barely made it
Through these flashing lights
Overcame the voices
But still hear them every night
Left me with no choices
So the next moves outta spite
Don’t be switching sides
Eyes low so they think that I’m faded
But in reality I just be jaded
No room for the fakes in my space
Take a few steps back, okay
That’s nonsense that I don’t entertain
We not the same you will never attain
I got potential for money and fame
You leeching for pieces you will never gain
Don’t keep it 100 wit me
Keep it 900 wit me I’m not with the fronting
You wasn’t there by the riverside (nah)
You wasn’t gonna grind (nah)
You weren’t even hungry
Feel the anxiety at the pit of my stomach (woah)
I feel like a puppet cuz I cannot function
With all the drama that spreads to the public
My life is a movie, it’s confusing, I’m in danger
Don’t like wasting time
I can’t do small talk wit no strangers
Came to the conclusion
They just use me to their own advantage (uh huh)
It’s ironic but I’m plotting
I will be the last one standing