Would You

Would you be happy for me?
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me?
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you still ever hit my phone? (Hit my phone)
Even when I think I’ma end it all (End it all)
There’s something telling me that I’m wrong (That I’m wrong)
Every time that I get alone
And the thoughts all come at me at once (Me at once)
And I can’t tell if it’s the drugs (It's the drugs)
I’m an inmate of the prison in my mind (In my mind)
And I think about this shit like all the time
I swear keep a straight face actin' like I’m not scared
Spent my whole life fucking upstairs
Got this weight on my shoulders I’m almost there
Yeah, I’m almost there
How do you expect me to love you
If I can’t love myself
And how do you expect me to trust you
If I can’t trust myself
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
If I never ever made a song (Made a song)
Would they ever give me time of day (Time of day)
And if I never ever reach the top (Reach the top)
Would everybody still treat me the same
Probably not but it’s okay, yeah
I don’t blame them it’s all a game, yeah
We all playing to get nowhere
We all playing to get nowhere
Ooh, but it’s never over
And sometimes it’s torturing me
How do you expect me to love you
If I can’t love myself
How do you expect me to trust you
If I can’t trust myself
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on