Blackrazor, Pt. 2

how can I take back what is fixed?
why bother to try and change what has to be
as if I’m free?
where could I go? What could I do
but travel to the pulsing cavern?
-and there were you:
hanging in the air and whispering your will to me
something about you makes me sick
is it the fine, black aura that I feel,
to which I yield?
If I only could have died
before you reached into my mind
saw the one gift you could find there to bestow on me
rest your handle in my palm
will you flood these pale and withered fingers
with strength to draw?
vision i’ve had there’s a vision i’ve known
there together at the end of time
when all is hopeless
you’ll waste me to the bone
it’s set in motion now
I’ve felt darkness rise in my heart
BLACKRAZOR is trying to turn it on
there’s nowhere i can choose to stay
I cannot do those things they want of me today
it’s no good now, I gotta travel on.. .. ..