Want It

I can’t believe how selfish I got
Bro I know you dealt with a lot
I’d hear you wake up every morning around seven o’clock
From the pain while you beg it to stop
You can’t breath, you forget how to walk
You never better, 'cause it’s never your fault
It’s always failure when you check the results
Check the scale, I got the heaviest heart
Nigga where ever you are
Just know it’s never too far
I hate hearing that you slept in your car
And you ain’t gave me call because you think I’m upset
What the fuck would I be upset with you for
Yeah who’s accepted you more?
You know that I’d do anything for you
And I never would excpect a reward
I do my best to support
But ever since I left to record
I can’t apply that pressure no more
That you so despaired for
You gotta want it
You gotta want it for yourself
Theres only so much I can help dawg
You gotta want it
You gotta want it for yourself
Theres only so much I can help dawg
I hope you know I never judged you
I never looked down on you
You still somebody I look up to
I’m so fucking proud of you
I would give away all of my power
If it’d made you feel powerful
Everything about you is a value
You’re so invaluable
Remember we was young
We used to lower the basketball goal to 8 feet
Just so we could dunk
Way before you had a drink
Before you were a drunk
Way before you were a fiend
Remember bro was it that fun
Yo what have we become, huh?
And I said we because you’re not the only one
I’m afraid, I’ve only begun
I’m afraid, I’ll go end up gone
You gotta want it
You gotta want it for yourself
Theres only so much I can help dawg
You gotta want it