Average Student

I’m so broke
Yeah, I’ve got bills up to my ears, I’ve started to smoke
Drinkin' cheap wine and shitty beers
I’m sayin' it’s jokes
But really I’m holdin' back the tears and debating my career
Maybe I should stop right here
'Cause nobody knows that I do this
Sometimes I just lose it
Don’t know what I’m doing
And I do not know why I do this
I’m fine then I’m clueless
Just your average student that’s tryna find her way
'Cause all the doors they keep on closing and I’m not okay
It’s like nothing I do will keep them open
And I want to go away on a permanent holiday for at least 3−6-5 days
3−6-5, 3−6-5, 3−6-5, I’m just your average student
3−6-5, 3−6-5, 3−6-5, I don’t know what I’m doing
I wanna go to Tahiti so I can walk along the bach in a yellow bikini
But it all seems so out of reach cos I can’t afford a take out
So how can I afford a flight?
I keep hoping that this ain’t ral but it keeps me up every night
I don’t sleep til the morning which means I’ll be a grumpy bitch all day
And not do much talkin'
But my mind is so awake, I said my mind is so awake
And the funny thing is that
Nobody knows that I do this
Sometimes I can’t move it
Don’t know what I’m doing
And I don’t know why I do this
I’m young and so stupid
Just your average student that’s tryna find her way
'Cause all the doors they keep on closing and I’m not okay
It’s like nothing I do will keep them open
And I want to go away on a permanent holiday for at least 3−6-5 days
3−6-5, 3−6-5, 3−6-5, I’m just your average student
3−6-5, 3−6-5, 3−6-5, I don’t know what I’m doing
I never know what to say (I don’t)
I wish I had my own car in my driveway
Maybe a Mustang or a bright blue Chevrolet (Imagine that)
And I want to go away for at least 3−6-5 days
I’m tryna find my way
'Cause all the doors they keep on closing and I’m not okay
It’s like nothing I do will keep them open
And I want to go away on a permanent holiday for at least 3−6-5 days
3−6-5, 3−6-5, 3−6-5, I’m just your average student
3−6-5, 3−6-5, 3−6-5, I don’t know what I’m doing