Rainy Day Waiting

It’s alright
It’s okay
When I think about the ways
The memories radiate.
It’s okay
It’s alright
When I think about those nights
When everything was so right.
I wait for you
That’s all that I do
In a house that’s made of stone
Crowded house but all alone
Empty promises echo in my head
In a house that’s made a stone
In a house where no one’s home.
I feel dead
I feel alive
When you departed I arrived
But I’m never two steps behind
I gotta' dream you gotta' see
I gotta' get it
But I’m so f***ing useless
Only wish I could lose this.
Had a dream last night that the whole world died
And I was responsible but I could not even lie.
Then the next day came and I felt the same
I could not erase, emptiness remained
So I cut myself and I watched the rain
And I bled until I could love again