Took That

These shadows creepin by me, I can’t let the repear find me
All this pain is getting blinding, while i watch my life go by me
The devil hold me tight, close my eyes and say goodnight
When i turn off all the lights, the only time im feelin right
Been searchin for an end, give a fuck about amends
Stackin up from what i vend, i’m gettin high but still descend
Why do nothing numb the pain? try my best to drown it out
Sinking feeling setting in, too long i been down and out
My past in front of me yet somehow block out all the sun
And everything i wanna be won’t happen here so now i’m done
Now i run inside my shell, they won’t know so they can’t tell
Alone alone ain’t feelin well, that bottom pit that’s where i dwell
No more answers in my head, left alone here in my bed
Thinkin where this path has lead has got my vision going red
So much promise at the start, gave the keys up to my heart
You gladly took that, broke me apart and never looked back no