Black Roses

This should take away the pressure tho
This one here for my anxiety
This one might really be the devil
Bring the demons out from all inside of me
Mamma tellin me she proud of me
She don’t know that I’m heartless
My girl tellin me she tired me
Bitch why you always tryna start shit
Black roses for the dead yea
Black roses for the dead yea
I would be right beside there with you but
My moment wasn’t yet, yea
Black roses for the dead, yea
Black roses for the dead, yea
They say I act like my heart been ripped out
Big hole up in my chest
I’m the type that’ll swerve the question
While she the type to use words as weapons
-I'm the type to grab my stash and split
And they all the type to chase after this
See I always had a feelin, people really crazy
Why you always tellin me I’m actin shady
Why I really feel like you don’t want me to make it
That’s a different tune and I can’t even play it
Stop trippin everyday when I’m gettin faded
I’m just tryna live free, just a lil baby
I just wanna be me, you just wanna change me
Tell me that you love me
Why you treat me like you hate me
If you could would you redo it
And all that bullshit I see through it
But it feel like we through regardless
Damn it was over, soon as it started
That’s forbidden fruit, do not go in that garden
Why am I so cold hearted
Why I always feel like a target
——Tryna reach a whole different margin
Came a looong way from starvin
-Understand Lord
I’m only flesh only man Lord
-we try best that we can Lord
-If I never do live up to your expectations
Please don’t let me burn, with a exclamation
Yea my reputation, ain’t the best I hate it
But I’m blessed I made it, to my destination
-Already know that imma lay in, every bed that I been makin
I’m just sayin
Might be ready to face it
-Every day, steady the same shit
So make me numb
Wish the time would slow down
Yet never been a patient one
And you ain’t sayin nothin
Imma take me one
This should take away the pressure tho
This one here for my anxiety
This one might really be the devil
Bring the demons out from all inside of me
Mamma tellin me she proud of me
She don’t know that I’m heartless
My girl tellin me she tired me
Bitch why you always tryna start shit
Black roses for the dead yea
Black roses for the dead yea
I would be right beside there with you but
My moment wasn’t yet, yea
Black roses for the dead, yea
Black roses for the dead, yea
They say I act like my heart been ripped out
Big hole up in my chest