Fighting To Survive

Crying on the inside and it cuts me deep
???Cause I know you??? re gonna smile when I fall
I can??? t help but feel the fear when I??? m standing here
???Cause I know you??? re gonna laugh if I have to crawl
Can you see the desperation?
But you don??? t know my situation
???Cause I, I??? m fighting to survive
Can??? t you see it in my eyes?
Please don??? t push me anymore
But I, I??? m still fighting to believe
That there is hope for me Somewhere beneath the very least of these
And I can??? t help but feel ashamed when I know the truth
That there was more than I surmised inside your heart
I want to make it go away but you bear the proof
My words burnt through your skin and left you scarred
I didn??? t see the desperation; somehow I didn??? t see your situation
Because I??? ve been fighting to survive
I didn??? t see it in your eyes
But I won??? t hurt you anymore
And I, I??? m fighting to believe
That there is hope for me Somewhere beneath the least of these