If I Had Known

This is a lonely afternoon
And these are some lonely nights
Constantely trying to find, find the time
But you seem to be alright
And as I drag myself, myself along
Her night is filled with plans
Saturday night sitting at my desk
Thinking of ways to be a better man
But everbody tells me
About the fish and about the sea
And it’s not that I’m not listening
It’s just that I’m thinking of you and me
I could keep wishing
to have you back in my arms again
But every time I do
I trip over myself and get up again
So before we wrap this up
I will go stand up
And say to you
That if I had known that this was the last time
That I’d be kissing your lips
My eyes would be much tighter
Now I try to try new things
And I try to put myself first
I tried to play by your rules
And try to play it cool
Act as if I don’t care
And maybe it’ll work
But I just look like a fool
And sure, I know that I will be ok
Because time heals all
But in my heart I know
That there will always be a place
For you to go
I could keep wishing
to have you back in my arms again
But every time I do
I trip over myself and get up again
So before we wrap this up
I will go stand up
And say to you
That if I had known that this was the last time
That I’d be kissing your lips
My eyes would be much tighter
But I, still am me
My eyes would be much tighter
My eyes would by much tighter
My eyes would be much tighter