Personal Riot

People stare and laugh at me
I guess they have their reasons
But I’m afraid and I wanna scream
Believe me it is not so easy
To fight those demons inside me
While sitting here all alone
Looking out of an empty window
Watching the fear get overthrown
My life today is such a fight
By the way I am living in confusion
And will you take me by your hand
And lead me out off this delusion
Oh Baby I know my life is a riot
I Just don’t want you to deny it
I’m a mystery but (you know) I wanna live
Tell me, Do you wanna make me complete?
My life today is such a fight
By the way I am living in confusion
And will you take my hand
And lead me out off this delusion
I must admit something is wrong with me
Black riots into my head
Sorrow grips my soul as I speak
Show the world the hate I spread
I start to sweat, my world collides
Thinking that the end is near
Surrounded by these pulsing walls
Tell me, is it myself I should fear