Condition

I been ducking, going ghost
Plucking petals from the rose
Gripping onto stem, peep the thorn, I be cutting close
Cut a dose, throw the bone
Let me be where I belong
You can huff and puff, it’s only finna make it overblown
Put a stake into my home
So they know the state of mind
When it’s going down, we gon' be the ones who stay behind
Throw the sign, tow the line
Love is the one thing I won’t define
Fuck adulting, I want the shine
I gotta take a shot before they call it time
I think it’s up from here
& still I run from my fears
Can’t do no face to face
I gotta chase my grace
& then I come to the clear
I can see, I can see, I can see, I can see
Where it come from
& I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
In what I come from
Dwindle ‘til the wind kindle
Cat to get grip and get back to simple
Mindset where paradise at
But I be paralyzed where the price at
So where the ice at? The heart is swoll
Or I could let it go to make a harder soul
I mean, it’s hard to know what kind of card to pull
& even harder when hand ain’t started full
I been charging up, I needed battery
It been long enough, I ain’t a casualty
& I done had enough of all the flattery
I gotta pack it up and go grab a seat
I mean, it had to be me, myself and I
Before the energy to go and gratify
Another person disperse and actualize
If ima rid the curse, I gotta ask it why
I think it’s up from here
& still I run from my fears
Can’t do no face to face
I gotta chase my grace
& then I come to the clear
I can see, I can see, I can see, I can see
Where it come from
& I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
In what I come from